byfirstlight's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm doing it again. Make me stop! Oh man. What is wrong with me?! I was just looking at my pregnant belly pics and thinking "Oh, how cute! I wanna look like that again" No! Stop it, stop it, stop it!!! It seems I've already forgotten how completely miserable I was the last 4 months of my pregnancy. Back pain! BACK PAIN! I couldn't lay on my back. I couldn't lay on my side. I couldn't even breathe that last week before Isabella was born. I've gotta keep reminding myself of this for the next two years. It's weird though. Those pictures don't seem real to me. I can't remember for the life of me what it felt like to have a big belly. I just can't. I remember the discomforts I experienced, but I can't remember what actual pregnancy felt like. The little kicks and nudges - I've completely forgotten those. It sucks. Weird. Haha. I just mentioned this to adam. Me: Look at these pictures! I'm so cute! Look at that belly! 12:34 p.m. - 11.04.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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