byfirstlight's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm a sucky mother. Diaryland really sucks lately. It keeps eating my entries. I've actually updated three times between this and the previous entry. bah. Anyway... Doctors suggest breastfeeding your children for the first six weeks. Anything after that is good, but the first 6 weeks are the most important. So it really ticks me off that I think I'm starting to dry up. Damn it. She's a month old today. Two more weeks! Two more weeks and she'll be six weeks old. Why did I have to start drying up now? Why couldn't I wait two more weeks?! I feel awful. I had planned on breastfeeding for quite a while longer than just six weeks, but now it's looking like I won't even be able to make the bare minimum. Damn it. I'm really ticked. And I'm going to blame it on stress. And traveling. I'm wondering if maybe the trip to Georgia (I just got back yesterday) had anything to do with it. Because I was fine until the weekend. Ugh. I feel like such a bad mother. Putting my child on formula at one month old. DAMN IT! 12:51 p.m. - 09.03.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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